Em is back in Relapse

Its been 4 long years since we last heard Em, so long that people thought he retierd. With the industry the way it is now, he couldnt have picked a better time to drop another Dr.Dre beat filled album. This album touches on the dark side of Eminem that is haunting and riviting. Although, as a warning this album is a insane and isnt easy on the ears. In fact on the song "insane" he describes how he was molested by his stepfather with too indepth detail. Throughout the album it is rittled with drug use, overdoses, rape, murder, mutalation on 3 am, and facing his demons in My Darling, with a chainsaw reving up in the beat. Each song is different no song sounds exactly like the next which explores every dark corner in Em's mind. The songs that stuck out to me on this album were Careful What You Wish For, My Darling, Underground, Beautiful, Deja Vu, Must Be the Ganja , Hello, Old Time's Sake and Stay Awake. The alubm in all includes 18/19 songs plus skits so its a pretty full. The only thing i had a problem was when he rapped with an arabian kinda accent, if u listen 2 Em you know what im talking about. However when he is serious he raps with hunger like he can tare a new asshole through any MC. If you dont feel like listenin to a bunch of violent and outragious crazy shit this album is not for you. If your a fan of Em then you will find this better than Encore. This album is deffinately not for everyone but all i can say is it was worth the wait.....however if you want to listen to Em in his serious hip hop state listen to his mixtapes they are always great. I give this album a B+

Under Water Enlightenment

My phone has been broken ever since i came back home from to school. So i placed an order to get it replaced and i did although it took a few extra days than usual. I let it go. Once i got my phone i got it programed and ish. I got back up assistance so that my contacts would transfer over to my new phone. But for some reason it asked me for my password in order to get the back up assistance installed on my new phone. I never had one so i made a new password. Smh. Come to find out by doing that it magically erased all my contacts from Verisons database, exact thought -shoot me in the head right now god-. I called customer service that there was nothing they could do basically im SOL.WTF. And i couldn't do it off my current phone cuz the screen was messed up. So basically I'm screwed. I'm use to shit like this happening so i don't even care, besides i barely call half the numbers in there. Anyway after that I took a long shower. For some reason when I'm in the shower i get real creative with ish like i make up songs in my head and preform them pretending there was an audience lmao. I know I'm pretty damn weird but bare with me. But i made a pretty good song about how hip hop being dead in all. If i learned how to play guitar while singing it i believe it would be iight lol. Yea and sadly this ant the first time i made up a song in the shower i got like a bank. But for some reason its hard to write them down because the only way i get truly in the zone is in the shower, go figure. I don't know lol maybe i should write down my ideas in the shower next time. Peace.......

Dreamin

Look my dream is some what simple, however, dreams seem simple but few ever achieve them so here is some of my dreams. I want to become a very good graphic artist who does work for movies and album covers for artist and books. Also i want to be a low key musician on the side nothing really to big at this point. I really don't care too much for all the money and fame cuz like the good saying goes "more money more problems" so i just want to be well off. Anyway i also want to travel the world, that's my ultimate dream to see the world around me. I also want to live in New York. But my biggest dream is to fulfill my dreams.

missin u

Its been hard not seening Ashleigh. Shes my bestfriend and the love of my life. I know a lot of people say there is a time limit to were your supose to be truly in love because later on in life you will have your life together. Well personally i think thats bullshit because everyone is different and lives different lives. I only have known Ash for 9 months and some change....but i already kno shes the one.
She saved me from a lot of shit. I also know that throughout are freshman year she helped me stay stable cuz i kno if she wasnt there i probably would have done some crazy shit x10. I never met anyone like her shes my inspiration because she has big dreams and she has the talent to fulfill them. Shes one of the best things in my life and im so glad that i found her. Now i live in Maryland she lives in New York and thats about a 6 hour difference so i probably am only going to see her a few times this summer hopefully. So im tryin to keep my mind together and without her. But i can't help but listen to some Maxwell and drift off thinking about her. Love u Ash

Still Just chillin

Still just sittin in my house to day watchin over the terror, my dog, and just being lazy mainly. Anyway i found out today that i dont have to stay in a dorm next year instead i will be livin in comfort in my own apartment basically on campus. It should be interesting next year i cant wait till i move in. Anyway this weekend im plain on seein that new star trek movie with my dad since he grew up on the originals plus it does look kick ass. O yea i forgot...last night i went to youth group at my church. Sadly its nothing like it use to be you know since everyone graduated and moved on. I just miss the good old days when my cuzin Eric and my friend Wayne would be cuttin up during service. And all the youth retreats we use to go on like to the Pokanose in PA, those were some of the best memories of my life and i always looked forward to goin each year. But i guess thats what happens when you grow up you got to let go and move on with your life. Also i found lastnite that this kid Ethan that i have known for a while stared disrespecting and got into a fight with my Uncle Eric, my cuzins Erics dad who is also an former marine and blackbelt in taekuando, so he had no chance lol i really dont know what made him think he could take him. People told me that he just dropped on the floor. Whatever.....After youth i meet up with some of my bestfriends at ihop Kai, Zach, and Joey. We were acting soooo damn ignorant and i think we got the manager pissed cuz he kept on stalking us probably wishing we would get the hell out. Once we did i drove home quickely cuz there was a tornado warning, but they never come, still it was lightning like crazy.....once i got home played a left 4 dead on xbox and hit up Ashleigh till 4 in the morning. My wedsday was good what will tommorow bring......Peace

Back Home and bored

Well im back home now from Hampton, although i love being home i like being with my girl even better. She lives in NewYork and so its pretty far away since im all the way down in maryland. Its goin to be difficult this summer without her but we will manage. The first days back home have been pretty boring just watched some movies yesterday Austraila and Slum Dog Millionare. Both were pretty good movies, however after watching slum dog i still think that Benjamin Button should have won because that movie was very well done. Anyway other than that just chillin, i really have no idea what to do today probably just skate or play some ball. But other than that just another ordanary slow day.

Last days

So im finally finished with my first year at Hu. Its nearly been a year since i unpacked my stuff into James Hall(know its ames hall cuz somebody stole the J) on a hot as hell Hampton day. Although Hampton University is some shit, i made some good ass friends and the love of my life. Today was a pretty good day I helped Ashleigh move out of Moton. Her mom and her mothers 2 friends came down to drive her back. I was kinda nervious because the last time i met her mom she acted like she didnt give 2 or 3 shits.LOL but this time around i think it went pretty well. Most likely because i tried to help out as much as possible. Ash had so much stuff that they had to put it in storage. How the hell you get all that stuff down here Ash? lol jp. Anyways after that Ash's moms friend Jone i think took us to Red Lobster. I havent been there in years so i was down for it. Although i made the wrong choice from the menu and ended up getting a crab leg, a pottatoe, and five shrimp, what the hell im 6'1 and have an appitight of a 270 lb linebacker. So i was hungery as hell but Ash's mom insisted on giving me something else to eat but i denied it. Although i snuck some shrimp and fries from Ash's plate. After we were done we went to the hotel so that they could get their rooms. This is were me and Ash spent the final 10 or so minutes alone before she leaves. It didnt hit me till she pulled off in the black infiniatey how badly im going 2 miss her. It probably will hit me again when i finally get back home monday. Anyway after she left i went to the movies with Tmac,Khalid,Bryan,Ieda, and Lauren to go see wolverine. I kinda had a feeling that the movie was going to suck but i went to go see it anyway. And unfortunatley my prejudgement was correct. It did suck, the action parts were good, but everything else sucked ass. What a way to spend your final 7 bucks. I wouldnt even watch it on bootleg. Afterwards, there was a party going on in the area for a dollar but i decided not to go because theres no point without Ash. So now im just chillin in the dorm room with this big ass masquito that wont die. So Peace and God Bless 2 days till i get out of this hell whole =)