missin u

Its been hard not seening Ashleigh. Shes my bestfriend and the love of my life. I know a lot of people say there is a time limit to were your supose to be truly in love because later on in life you will have your life together. Well personally i think thats bullshit because everyone is different and lives different lives. I only have known Ash for 9 months and some change....but i already kno shes the one.
She saved me from a lot of shit. I also know that throughout are freshman year she helped me stay stable cuz i kno if she wasnt there i probably would have done some crazy shit x10. I never met anyone like her shes my inspiration because she has big dreams and she has the talent to fulfill them. Shes one of the best things in my life and im so glad that i found her. Now i live in Maryland she lives in New York and thats about a 6 hour difference so i probably am only going to see her a few times this summer hopefully. So im tryin to keep my mind together and without her. But i can't help but listen to some Maxwell and drift off thinking about her. Love u Ash

Still Just chillin

Still just sittin in my house to day watchin over the terror, my dog, and just being lazy mainly. Anyway i found out today that i dont have to stay in a dorm next year instead i will be livin in comfort in my own apartment basically on campus. It should be interesting next year i cant wait till i move in. Anyway this weekend im plain on seein that new star trek movie with my dad since he grew up on the originals plus it does look kick ass. O yea i forgot...last night i went to youth group at my church. Sadly its nothing like it use to be you know since everyone graduated and moved on. I just miss the good old days when my cuzin Eric and my friend Wayne would be cuttin up during service. And all the youth retreats we use to go on like to the Pokanose in PA, those were some of the best memories of my life and i always looked forward to goin each year. But i guess thats what happens when you grow up you got to let go and move on with your life. Also i found lastnite that this kid Ethan that i have known for a while stared disrespecting and got into a fight with my Uncle Eric, my cuzins Erics dad who is also an former marine and blackbelt in taekuando, so he had no chance lol i really dont know what made him think he could take him. People told me that he just dropped on the floor. Whatever.....After youth i meet up with some of my bestfriends at ihop Kai, Zach, and Joey. We were acting soooo damn ignorant and i think we got the manager pissed cuz he kept on stalking us probably wishing we would get the hell out. Once we did i drove home quickely cuz there was a tornado warning, but they never come, still it was lightning like crazy.....once i got home played a left 4 dead on xbox and hit up Ashleigh till 4 in the morning. My wedsday was good what will tommorow bring......Peace

Back Home and bored

Well im back home now from Hampton, although i love being home i like being with my girl even better. She lives in NewYork and so its pretty far away since im all the way down in maryland. Its goin to be difficult this summer without her but we will manage. The first days back home have been pretty boring just watched some movies yesterday Austraila and Slum Dog Millionare. Both were pretty good movies, however after watching slum dog i still think that Benjamin Button should have won because that movie was very well done. Anyway other than that just chillin, i really have no idea what to do today probably just skate or play some ball. But other than that just another ordanary slow day.

Last days

So im finally finished with my first year at Hu. Its nearly been a year since i unpacked my stuff into James Hall(know its ames hall cuz somebody stole the J) on a hot as hell Hampton day. Although Hampton University is some shit, i made some good ass friends and the love of my life. Today was a pretty good day I helped Ashleigh move out of Moton. Her mom and her mothers 2 friends came down to drive her back. I was kinda nervious because the last time i met her mom she acted like she didnt give 2 or 3 shits.LOL but this time around i think it went pretty well. Most likely because i tried to help out as much as possible. Ash had so much stuff that they had to put it in storage. How the hell you get all that stuff down here Ash? lol jp. Anyways after that Ash's moms friend Jone i think took us to Red Lobster. I havent been there in years so i was down for it. Although i made the wrong choice from the menu and ended up getting a crab leg, a pottatoe, and five shrimp, what the hell im 6'1 and have an appitight of a 270 lb linebacker. So i was hungery as hell but Ash's mom insisted on giving me something else to eat but i denied it. Although i snuck some shrimp and fries from Ash's plate. After we were done we went to the hotel so that they could get their rooms. This is were me and Ash spent the final 10 or so minutes alone before she leaves. It didnt hit me till she pulled off in the black infiniatey how badly im going 2 miss her. It probably will hit me again when i finally get back home monday. Anyway after she left i went to the movies with Tmac,Khalid,Bryan,Ieda, and Lauren to go see wolverine. I kinda had a feeling that the movie was going to suck but i went to go see it anyway. And unfortunatley my prejudgement was correct. It did suck, the action parts were good, but everything else sucked ass. What a way to spend your final 7 bucks. I wouldnt even watch it on bootleg. Afterwards, there was a party going on in the area for a dollar but i decided not to go because theres no point without Ash. So now im just chillin in the dorm room with this big ass masquito that wont die. So Peace and God Bless 2 days till i get out of this hell whole =)

Friday fright

This weekend started off great. It was Friday and everything was good, done with classes and finally got my sources for my 6 page single space African American history paper that i have to do. Fuck. Anyways on Friday night me and Ashleigh wanted to go to get some black cloves which are only at this gas station that is a long as ways away. It was raining of course, like it always does, but we made the trip anyway. Before we left the campus we went to the pool to see if it was open. The pool was closed of course but one door was still open. Being the adventurous one i went in as i led ash in behind me and we chilled for a couple of moments until this janitor found us. He was cool about though and we left and got the cloves and chilled at a McDonald's for a bit because it was raining. So i decided since we didn't have anything to do at the time i called up a cab so we could go see the haunting in Connecticut.Although the cab took 40 min to come pick us up. I was pissed off cuz it usually takes like 10 min wtf is the taxi driver doing for the extra 30. I eventually ended up calling for another cab. Anyway The thing about this is is that i saw the documentary of this on the discovery channel a long time ago and i remembered that it freaked the shit out of me. So i knew that the movie was going 2 scare me a lil bit, but i couldn't show it to ash because she gets scared very easily, especially scary movies. So during the movie ash was like in a beetle position curled up in a little ball trying not to look at all the pop out scenes, shes the cutest thing when she does that. In the end it was a good movie and great rest of the night. Although i kept on thinking some shit was going to happen like random ghost trying to come out the damn graves, there is a grave yard right by my dorm, trying to kill my ass. Yea I'm 18 and there are three things i don't eff with God, bees, and spirits. Peace (-<)

African Dreamin

This is the next tattoo i want to get on my right or left side. This is a tribal style tattoo that is called "African Dream" it is a mask obviously shaped in the form of Africa with Madagascar is the ear, with a shark in the upper right corner. Although, im making a few changes in stead of it being all black im making it the offical colors of African red,black,and green. Also instead of the shark i want it the lion of judha. Its probably goin to be very expensive and hurt like shit but hell i love me some Africa. Ill probably post some facts about Africa that the white man dont want you to know. Later!

Crazystockerbitch

Its kinda sad to see that people 2 day are not in love anymore. Divorce rates are sky high something like 60% divorce rates it is truly crazy. Its like people dont even try to make it work. People sometimes only wana stick around for the good parts during their relationships but can't be there are tests. But their are differences between tests and just plain "I need to get out of this relationship." Before i went to college i just got out of a bad situation. During my senior year in high school i got my ex-girlfriend pregnant. Like any teenage pregnance it was filled with plenty of drama as one might expect. I got kicked out of my high school because it was private christian school. so they couldnt have pregnant girls walking around school. So i had to change schools. She and i both went to different high schools when we got kicked out. I secretly wanted to break up with her for a while, but since im really bad at breaking up with people i just stayed with her mainly to get through the situation. Plus their was a big conflict between my mom,the ex, and my aunt(who i had to live with on the week days) it caused me 2 have a mental break down. It seemed like everybody wanted me to do things their way. Leaving out some major events, by the time of my graduation i just said "fuck it" im just goin to do things my way. Im goin to make my own decisions instead of listening to everybody else. So i broke up wit my ex 3 times in all cuz of the whole ordeal. Sadly though my ex so happens to go to the same college as me. Now that im with Ashleigh ( the best damn girlfriend who ever walked the face of this earth) she always stocks the shit out of us. I always seemed to bother the shit out of me and i let that shit go to my head cuz im like bitch leave me and ash the fuck alone. I guess thats what she wanted to see me upset whenever she came around because she probably thinks that im not happy with ash and just tryin to prove a point or something. Well, im sorry kiki but that ant it in fact im very much in love with ashleigh sampson( love you baby). You just need 2 find another hobby. Its been a fucking year. Get the fuck over me. O yea today i made sure to hug and kiss ash in front of her basically to just as a friendly "fuck you" from me 2 you. Peace!