Monday, June 29, 2009


This has been a great and sad couple of days for me. I finnally saw Ashleigh this past weekend in New York we spent all day walking and chilling out in the greatest city in the world. However, One of the greatest musical artist of all time passed away. Its like the whole world was in morning over Mike. He was such an inspiration to so many including me. His music has always made you want to get up and dance like him. No matter who you are im pretty sure you tried to moon walk to bille jean or thriller. RIP Michael Jackson and Peace.....(-<) included is what mike would have probably looked like if he never gotten plastic surgury

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Broken phone but not my soul


This past weekend i went to Hampton to sign a lease for a apartment I'm getting with my friend Khalid. It was a long trip but it was well worth it to escape from dorm life and having a place of my own were i don't have to share a bathroom with 100 other dudes trying not to step on the floor of dirty ass showers were you find all kinds of surprising ish. But finally got my own room with my own bathroom and a kitchen and a living room plus a washer and drier. Furthermore, the set up of the apartment is perfect plus the location. We are on the second floor and nobody is above use so we don't have to worry about leeks...hopefully....plus its secluded in that we shouldnt be too bothered by our neighbors. And we got a balcony that we can chef in piece at lol...but the only downside is that they have a lot of maintenance to do on our apartment so hopefully they fix all the problems before next month....anyway besides the trip right now I'm just chilling playing my guitar and living life...next Friday i finally get to seem my heart (Ashleigh) in New York for like a day and a half...and after that its off to ocean city for a week with my best friends from high school.....and after that i move in to the apartment....and after that i don't know lol just work till school....o yea and Khalid bringing his car which means Hampton should be 10x more enjoyable...o and my brand new phone broke on its own it was defective....but at least i got my full drivers license a new wallet with a chain this time so i wont loose it again....and some new treds.....Till next time Peace.........(-<)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Watch out 4 tha Big Girl!!


Everyday after work it seems a huge woman sits right beside me on the bus. I'm not discriminating against fat people at all, in fact i use to be fat myself, I'm just saying after a long day at the office all i want to do is spread out read my book and relax. I even put my bag in a the seat right next to me as a hint to not sit next too me I'm a tall dude i need my space especially when there is barely any room to be comfortable....But i always seem to attract the big ones everyday without fail...i use to sit in the front however people don't like walking all he way to the back of the bus so they usually sit in a seat near the front....smh no matter how far i am from the front the big ones always find me...and its always a pattern a fat white lady one day and a fat black lady the next...what the hell so I'm usually scrunched up against the window with no room to breathe. I guess they always on the hunt for my ass lol....Peace (-<)

A Peace of Ship





Hey its been a while sorry but i get lazy sometimes...anyway last Friday i went to Norfolk VA to go on a cruse on a Air Craft Carrier. It was for all the the agencies who supported the ship during its long campaigns on the sea. I work for OPM (Office of Personnel Management) and my job was one of its supporters. The two hour drive was long but i was interested on what it would be like. That night we went to a hotel in Norfolk near the shipping yard were the ship was. The hotel we went into was nice as hell there was a couch with a desk and mini bar and a flat screen TV. I wonder how much that was a night....Anyway we i stayed up most the night on the computer while my parent slept talking 2 my uncle about going 2 New York to see ASH. But all of a sudden i heard a woman moaning in the next room....loud as hell lol he must have been beating that Ussy up...But after like 5min of moaning it was over as quickly as it started...lol after that i just was on facebook a lil more and went to bed at 2...But i had to wake up at 4 so i just had 2hrs of sleep i slept all the way there and even when we went on the ship i found the nearest seat and slept for about an hour. The ship was huge as hell....it was like a fortress on water...they had free food and games and stuff for lil kids but i spent most of my time exploring the entire ship even the off limits parts....some call it trespassing i call it fun...anyway for the most part i just stoop on top of the ship and enjoyed looking at the endless sea...there was a lil airshow to were a fighter jet F-22 landed on the ship a couple of times...but when the jet flew past the ship at super sonic speed my soda jumped out my can because of the shock wave. Hurt the hell out of my ears though even with earplugs....anyway after we got back to port we headed to my Aunts house in Newport News a spent the night and returned home the following day...pretty fun..Peace (-<)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Feeding the Rainbow

I'm still traumatized from this, to this very second and any straight god following person would lol. Look I'm by far not a homophob or anything like that but there is a big difference when there is nearly a football field of them....sigh. OK on Sunday for memorials day weekend i wanted to make a lil cash on the side. My aunt owns a catering business and has her own trailer with a kitchen and everything. So on Sunday we went to D.C. to cater to a black pride event, at club Love,...little did i know that black pride is also gay pride....anyway there we served food out side of the club the entire day. However me my friend Preston, and cousin Ja, were on the side of the trailer serving drinks. So basically that whole day we sold drinks too all kinds of gay people. From really feminine, thugs lol, to huge muscle head mutha fuckas. And of course you got your drag queens and tyranny's..those were the worst... i mean there not fooling anybody. On Sunday there was this 6ft34 or 5 white dude with boobs and a skirt and shit WTF. That whole day i by no means necessary wanted to appear gay so i was trying not to look at the costumers for too long. Thank god i didnt get hit on...but i was tired as shit from putting up tents to lifting gene raters and grills in and out of trucks plus being on my feet all day. So i was tired as hell but we worked form 9am to 12pm because we had to do another black pride event in this dudes backyard which was a little bigger than a football field. It was the biggest backyard i have ever seen plus it was all fenced in....leaving no room to escape....On Monday it started of slow got there at 10:00 but people didn't really start showing up until like 2:00. So at first i was like well this ant too bad...until mad people started coming and the drag queens started to perform....omfg. There were so many that i didn't even know if half the females there were actually female. Me and Ja were in charge of wrapping the hot dogs a hamburgers so we had to move back and forth from the trailer to in front of the trailer were all the gay people were to the other side of the trailer were the hot dog and hamburger side was. This seemed like the longest journey cuz we both felt like they were all checking us out and shit. They were. Unfortunately because of my light skin i stuck out cuz this huge gay dude with red and blond hair said as i was cutting through the line to get the hamburgers, "oooo thats how i like my men liggght skin" i just walked as fast as i could pissed the fuck off i was like no this gay as mutha fuck did not say that omg that was the nastiest shit. After that he came back in line when me and Ja had to pass him again he turned his head all the way around to look at me. I don't understand whats wrong with the pussy i guess they love shovin dicks up shit wholes..wtf..And thats not all, A couple of times Me and Ja had to get change we went together cuz we didnt want to get raped lol. But everybody there new we were straight so thats why they fucked with us the most. So we had to cut across the backyard to the other side to see if any of the other vendors had any change. This was so nasty because niggas be tryin to holla like you a fucking female, one time these dudes on the fence asked Ja about his dad..who is apart of the black pride movement..and tried to holla at him we both just shook our heads and nearly sprinted back to the trailer. Every time we were called in my my aunt to wrap hot dogs i felt that it was a blessing sent from god to be inside from all the gayness...Its just the things you see a man doing to another man is just sick as hell like touching and kissing and flitering....shit will give you a headache that's why i looked at the grass most of the day cuz i didn't want to see anymore. Furthermore there was this other time when this dude just randomly peeped on the fence in front of us. But worst of all Ja was like look at that girl with the huge ass and it turned out to be a man....this shim asked for a cup of ice...and we werent suppose to do that but i gave it to it so it would go thee fuck away. I will never do another job for my aunt again if shes associated with black pride. Again I'm not a homophob its just that i can only take one gay person at a time not a whole damn army. Look what people stick up there asses is there business so let them do them just not the fuck around me. Sorry for cussing so damn much in this post but damn i mean if it was so bad that it gave me a headache its pretty damn disgusting....Peace =(

NationaL Harbors















SatERday

This past Saturday i went to my god-sisters lil graduation party. I was like damn i kinda didn't want to go but it was one of those events were you had no choice sooo i went. What i realized is that she moved since i last remember were her house which is now in Clinton. Her house was very nice and there was a lot of old people there. Furthermore, i could tell by there eyes they were looking at my tatts like i was the devil or something. Anyway, you know when people are like Do You Remember Me you were just a foot of the ground since the last time i saw you? Well damn i think you just answered your own question there, of course i don't remember you but i played it off like i kinda knew her lol. Anyway i made my way to the basement were all the younger people are and so i thought that there were going to be some people i knew or at least in the same grade....smh not even. Instead i find middle schoolers and freshman and sophomores in high school basically little ass kids. Anyway they were all actin stupid ignorant and pretty damn immature. So i just sat at a table a few feet away from the couch were everyone was sitting on, and texted Ash the whole time. To make matters worst Lauren Ward came.....ewwuguguh. If you only knew how weird/random/crazy/dumb she is you would be saying the same damn thing. So she comes in and starts actin like the ringleader and what not trying to get them into playing truth or dare. So of course with a bunch of horny little kids, the dares are all going to be the same "i dare you to kiss sone sow or whatever"....So Lauren told everybody to rase there hands if they were taken. So i raised my hand even though i had no intention of playing. Anyway, these two girls on the couch turned around and asked me something so i said no...cuz i didn't understand them. And they were all owing an cheesing and i was like Wat did u ask and they said are you taken...and i was like o i didn't know what u said b4 yea i got a girlfriend. So they turned around saying something i didn't pay them no mind..n e way when the game started this light-skin girl, the thirsty on, tongue kissed this random duded...in my mind what a slut or soon to be slut....After that when my god sis asked me about Ash she was like tryin to get me to play and that what my girl don't know wont kill her...like i said soon to be slut...So finally my parents said i had to go and i was like praise god....After this we went to another graduation party at the National Harbors...when we got there i just said whats up to everyone and went around exploring. It was a nice day outside, hot though, but nice. Since i never really explored the Harbors i went around taking pics. I found a really cool art gallery with some amazing stuff from artist around the world. Furthermore, there was an African shop right next to it and i love me some Africa. Anyway after the graduation party me and my parents went to this very nice Japanese restaurant. It had two levels on the bottom was the bar/sushi bar mmmmmmm...and on the second this huge eating area and on the third like this VIP section. Also there was this huge budah statue with a waterfall on the side and chariot in the window. Even the bathrooms were tight..they had t.v. screens over the urinals with a French fashion show taking place lmao and its smelled good as hell. O yea and the food was beast to i got this General tos chicken which was good, but my dad got this pineapple chicken that was actually served out of a pine apple it was good as well i need to get that next time..but anyway that's one of my new favorite restaurant...i was full and pleased. Peace......(-<)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Em is back in Relapse



Its been 4 long years since we last heard Em, so long that people thought he retierd. With the industry the way it is now, he couldnt have picked a better time to drop another Dr.Dre beat filled album. This album touches on the dark side of Eminem that is haunting and riviting. Although, as a warning this album is a insane and isnt easy on the ears. In fact on the song "insane" he describes how he was molested by his stepfather with too indepth detail. Throughout the album it is rittled with drug use, overdoses, rape, murder, mutalation on 3 am, and facing his demons in My Darling, with a chainsaw reving up in the beat. Each song is different no song sounds exactly like the next which explores every dark corner in Em's mind. The songs that stuck out to me on this album were Careful What You Wish For, My Darling, Underground, Beautiful, Deja Vu, Must Be the Ganja , Hello, Old Time's Sake and Stay Awake. The alubm in all includes 18/19 songs plus skits so its a pretty full. The only thing i had a problem was when he rapped with an arabian kinda accent, if u listen 2 Em you know what im talking about. However when he is serious he raps with hunger like he can tare a new asshole through any MC. If you dont feel like listenin to a bunch of violent and outragious crazy shit this album is not for you. If your a fan of Em then you will find this better than Encore. This album is deffinately not for everyone but all i can say is it was worth the wait.....however if you want to listen to Em in his serious hip hop state listen to his mixtapes they are always great. I give this album a B+

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Under Water Enlightenment


My phone has been broken ever since i came back home from to school. So i placed an order to get it replaced and i did although it took a few extra days than usual. I let it go. Once i got my phone i got it programed and ish. I got back up assistance so that my contacts would transfer over to my new phone. But for some reason it asked me for my password in order to get the back up assistance installed on my new phone. I never had one so i made a new password. Smh. Come to find out by doing that it magically erased all my contacts from Verisons database, exact thought -shoot me in the head right now god-. I called customer service that there was nothing they could do basically im SOL.WTF. And i couldn't do it off my current phone cuz the screen was messed up. So basically I'm screwed. I'm use to shit like this happening so i don't even care, besides i barely call half the numbers in there. Anyway after that I took a long shower. For some reason when I'm in the shower i get real creative with ish like i make up songs in my head and preform them pretending there was an audience lmao. I know I'm pretty damn weird but bare with me. But i made a pretty good song about how hip hop being dead in all. If i learned how to play guitar while singing it i believe it would be iight lol. Yea and sadly this ant the first time i made up a song in the shower i got like a bank. But for some reason its hard to write them down because the only way i get truly in the zone is in the shower, go figure. I don't know lol maybe i should write down my ideas in the shower next time. Peace.......

Monday, May 18, 2009

Dreamin


Look my dream is some what simple, however, dreams seem simple but few ever achieve them so here is some of my dreams. I want to become a very good graphic artist who does work for movies and album covers for artist and books. Also i want to be a low key musician on the side nothing really to big at this point. I really don't care too much for all the money and fame cuz like the good saying goes "more money more problems" so i just want to be well off. Anyway i also want to travel the world, that's my ultimate dream to see the world around me. I also want to live in New York. But my biggest dream is to fulfill my dreams.

missin u

Its been hard not seening Ashleigh. Shes my bestfriend and the love of my life. I know a lot of people say there is a time limit to were your supose to be truly in love because later on in life you will have your life together. Well personally i think thats bullshit because everyone is different and lives different lives. I only have known Ash for 9 months and some change....but i already kno shes the one.
She saved me from a lot of shit. I also know that throughout are freshman year she helped me stay stable cuz i kno if she wasnt there i probably would have done some crazy shit x10. I never met anyone like her shes my inspiration because she has big dreams and she has the talent to fulfill them. Shes one of the best things in my life and im so glad that i found her. Now i live in Maryland she lives in New York and thats about a 6 hour difference so i probably am only going to see her a few times this summer hopefully. So im tryin to keep my mind together and without her. But i can't help but listen to some Maxwell and drift off thinking about her. Love u Ash

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Still Just chillin

Still just sittin in my house to day watchin over the terror, my dog, and just being lazy mainly. Anyway i found out today that i dont have to stay in a dorm next year instead i will be livin in comfort in my own apartment basically on campus. It should be interesting next year i cant wait till i move in. Anyway this weekend im plain on seein that new star trek movie with my dad since he grew up on the originals plus it does look kick ass. O yea i forgot...last night i went to youth group at my church. Sadly its nothing like it use to be you know since everyone graduated and moved on. I just miss the good old days when my cuzin Eric and my friend Wayne would be cuttin up during service. And all the youth retreats we use to go on like to the Pokanose in PA, those were some of the best memories of my life and i always looked forward to goin each year. But i guess thats what happens when you grow up you got to let go and move on with your life. Also i found lastnite that this kid Ethan that i have known for a while stared disrespecting and got into a fight with my Uncle Eric, my cuzins Erics dad who is also an former marine and blackbelt in taekuando, so he had no chance lol i really dont know what made him think he could take him. People told me that he just dropped on the floor. Whatever.....After youth i meet up with some of my bestfriends at ihop Kai, Zach, and Joey. We were acting soooo damn ignorant and i think we got the manager pissed cuz he kept on stalking us probably wishing we would get the hell out. Once we did i drove home quickely cuz there was a tornado warning, but they never come, still it was lightning like crazy.....once i got home played a left 4 dead on xbox and hit up Ashleigh till 4 in the morning. My wedsday was good what will tommorow bring......Peace

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Back Home and bored


Well im back home now from Hampton, although i love being home i like being with my girl even better. She lives in NewYork and so its pretty far away since im all the way down in maryland. Its goin to be difficult this summer without her but we will manage. The first days back home have been pretty boring just watched some movies yesterday Austraila and Slum Dog Millionare. Both were pretty good movies, however after watching slum dog i still think that Benjamin Button should have won because that movie was very well done. Anyway other than that just chillin, i really have no idea what to do today probably just skate or play some ball. But other than that just another ordanary slow day.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Last days

So im finally finished with my first year at Hu. Its nearly been a year since i unpacked my stuff into James Hall(know its ames hall cuz somebody stole the J) on a hot as hell Hampton day. Although Hampton University is some shit, i made some good ass friends and the love of my life. Today was a pretty good day I helped Ashleigh move out of Moton. Her mom and her mothers 2 friends came down to drive her back. I was kinda nervious because the last time i met her mom she acted like she didnt give 2 or 3 shits.LOL but this time around i think it went pretty well. Most likely because i tried to help out as much as possible. Ash had so much stuff that they had to put it in storage. How the hell you get all that stuff down here Ash? lol jp. Anyways after that Ash's moms friend Jone i think took us to Red Lobster. I havent been there in years so i was down for it. Although i made the wrong choice from the menu and ended up getting a crab leg, a pottatoe, and five shrimp, what the hell im 6'1 and have an appitight of a 270 lb linebacker. So i was hungery as hell but Ash's mom insisted on giving me something else to eat but i denied it. Although i snuck some shrimp and fries from Ash's plate. After we were done we went to the hotel so that they could get their rooms. This is were me and Ash spent the final 10 or so minutes alone before she leaves. It didnt hit me till she pulled off in the black infiniatey how badly im going 2 miss her. It probably will hit me again when i finally get back home monday. Anyway after she left i went to the movies with Tmac,Khalid,Bryan,Ieda, and Lauren to go see wolverine. I kinda had a feeling that the movie was going to suck but i went to go see it anyway. And unfortunatley my prejudgement was correct. It did suck, the action parts were good, but everything else sucked ass. What a way to spend your final 7 bucks. I wouldnt even watch it on bootleg. Afterwards, there was a party going on in the area for a dollar but i decided not to go because theres no point without Ash. So now im just chillin in the dorm room with this big ass masquito that wont die. So Peace and God Bless 2 days till i get out of this hell whole =)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Friday fright

This weekend started off great. It was Friday and everything was good, done with classes and finally got my sources for my 6 page single space African American history paper that i have to do. Fuck. Anyways on Friday night me and Ashleigh wanted to go to get some black cloves which are only at this gas station that is a long as ways away. It was raining of course, like it always does, but we made the trip anyway. Before we left the campus we went to the pool to see if it was open. The pool was closed of course but one door was still open. Being the adventurous one i went in as i led ash in behind me and we chilled for a couple of moments until this janitor found us. He was cool about though and we left and got the cloves and chilled at a McDonald's for a bit because it was raining. So i decided since we didn't have anything to do at the time i called up a cab so we could go see the haunting in Connecticut.Although the cab took 40 min to come pick us up. I was pissed off cuz it usually takes like 10 min wtf is the taxi driver doing for the extra 30. I eventually ended up calling for another cab. Anyway The thing about this is is that i saw the documentary of this on the discovery channel a long time ago and i remembered that it freaked the shit out of me. So i knew that the movie was going 2 scare me a lil bit, but i couldn't show it to ash because she gets scared very easily, especially scary movies. So during the movie ash was like in a beetle position curled up in a little ball trying not to look at all the pop out scenes, shes the cutest thing when she does that. In the end it was a good movie and great rest of the night. Although i kept on thinking some shit was going to happen like random ghost trying to come out the damn graves, there is a grave yard right by my dorm, trying to kill my ass. Yea I'm 18 and there are three things i don't eff with God, bees, and spirits. Peace (-<)

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

African Dreamin



This is the next tattoo i want to get on my right or left side. This is a tribal style tattoo that is called "African Dream" it is a mask obviously shaped in the form of Africa with Madagascar is the ear, with a shark in the upper right corner. Although, im making a few changes in stead of it being all black im making it the offical colors of African red,black,and green. Also instead of the shark i want it the lion of judha. Its probably goin to be very expensive and hurt like shit but hell i love me some Africa. Ill probably post some facts about Africa that the white man dont want you to know. Later!

Crazystockerbitch



Its kinda sad to see that people 2 day are not in love anymore. Divorce rates are sky high something like 60% divorce rates it is truly crazy. Its like people dont even try to make it work. People sometimes only wana stick around for the good parts during their relationships but can't be there are tests. But their are differences between tests and just plain "I need to get out of this relationship." Before i went to college i just got out of a bad situation. During my senior year in high school i got my ex-girlfriend pregnant. Like any teenage pregnance it was filled with plenty of drama as one might expect. I got kicked out of my high school because it was private christian school. so they couldnt have pregnant girls walking around school. So i had to change schools. She and i both went to different high schools when we got kicked out. I secretly wanted to break up with her for a while, but since im really bad at breaking up with people i just stayed with her mainly to get through the situation. Plus their was a big conflict between my mom,the ex, and my aunt(who i had to live with on the week days) it caused me 2 have a mental break down. It seemed like everybody wanted me to do things their way. Leaving out some major events, by the time of my graduation i just said "fuck it" im just goin to do things my way. Im goin to make my own decisions instead of listening to everybody else. So i broke up wit my ex 3 times in all cuz of the whole ordeal. Sadly though my ex so happens to go to the same college as me. Now that im with Ashleigh ( the best damn girlfriend who ever walked the face of this earth) she always stocks the shit out of us. I always seemed to bother the shit out of me and i let that shit go to my head cuz im like bitch leave me and ash the fuck alone. I guess thats what she wanted to see me upset whenever she came around because she probably thinks that im not happy with ash and just tryin to prove a point or something. Well, im sorry kiki but that ant it in fact im very much in love with ashleigh sampson( love you baby). You just need 2 find another hobby. Its been a fucking year. Get the fuck over me. O yea today i made sure to hug and kiss ash in front of her basically to just as a friendly "fuck you" from me 2 you. Peace!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Mu Sick

Arent you tired of the music thats out today? It seems as though music has lost its meaning and its soul. Like in the hip hop industry know its just about bitches, hoes, money, cars, and "doing the stanky leg." And what is up with Kanye singing nowadays. I dont know if the rap game is ever goining to be the same. Although there are still few who stay true to hip hop like Jay, Lupe, Q-Tip, The Roots, Common, and Nas. And a few others who are being undershined by stupid and pointless artist like Souljaboy who cant make a hit without havin a dance move attached. O and how can i forget lil wayne. Look i hate lil wayne i think he is the most ignorant piece of shit out there. First off does any body remember that he kissed baby or that he claims to be a gangsta when he is just a grown up bow wow, in this i mean he has been living in wealth since he was like 12, plus he claims he got shot in his song, but he forgets to mention that he shot himself. Yea as you can tell I'm a big fan of Lil Wayne who makes black people look ignorant, just look at the katie couris interview. Its whatever though ill just listen to the good old rap until the industry decides to come back

Wat's your order


Hey...yea good intro huh..my name is Dorian and I'm kinda feeling good right now. I just got back home for spring break from Hampton University (do not go) and it feels good being home for a change because you don't really appreciate things until you go without it for a while. Like not having a roommate blasting music or whatever when your trying to study. Or trying to sleep in a room where it always feels like your stuck in the middle of Africa right on the equator, looking for the nearest lake, stream, creek, puddle, to jump. O here's the best part trying to take a descent shit when no one seems to know how to flush. I'm not even going to get to the worst parts. So yea it kinda feels good being home right now...away from the pressure of school and trying to remain sane with two (yes two) roommates. Look i don't really have a big issue with them really..its just that i love my personal space. I'm an only child so i guess its "an only child thing" but since i didn't have any sibling my whole life, my room was like my sanctuary my place were i can clearly think about the world around me...my place were nobody can bother me...my safe haven. But yea what am i blogging about u ask?.......Whatever comes to mind but what about the sushi, sushi is my favoret food, and the cinema, well i love movies, so basically I'm blogging about my life and movies and knowing me a bunch of other random stuff.....kinda like sushi.....you have an idea what it might be but your not quite sure